i have been planning on getting my shit together for like 5 years now
that gif is so usefUL
there are lots of…things happening in florida lately
Y’all done fucked around and rolled a 3 in Jumanji
- (via dulcetive)
I asked him for permission. I asked him to let me in. I told him to show me everything & everywhere he had been. Tell me everything about her & tell me everything about “them”. Tell me where do we start off & how will we begin? Will these moments between us be an beginning to an almost immediate end? & I’m not really good with questions. But can I ask you will you just be a lesson? Another lesson for me to learn. That all guys aren’t the same. But the game they play will still cause the same pain. But we haven’t even started our beginning hasn’t even begun. Because the chapter just started & it’s titled “plus one”. Which means you come with some baggage. I can’t Blame you we all have it. Until you get to asking what’s the risk factor. Of starting something new when there’s so much left in your past. That you can’t turn around and make something that could last. But it all happens the same the girl ends up with pain & the guy ends up in rage. & say that women are the ones to blame. So before you let me in & tell me all the places you have been my hearts already hurt & your bio just makes it worse. But I don’t even know you & I already have my thoughts because once a girl is hurt. Her heart is lost.
As I sit here and write all the truths about my life I hope I’m not judged or perceived as uptight. See I wear my heart on my sleeve like its tattooed on me. & the same passion I see has no effect on me. I watch people smile from day to day & wonder damn somebody must have put that on your face. & when I smile & laugh it’s cause God gave me the chance too & I didn’t want to miss it. But really to say I’m smiling is all an illusion. Whatever I’m searching for hasn’t found me yet. I’m a hopeless romantic & everyone can see that. I can’t help it, I want to make someone smile 24/7 and have them all to myself. I’m not a selfish person but I feel like I deserve it. Karmas been a bitch and I’m just trying to resurface. & find out my self purpose. I love myself enough to love someone else. It’s just not my time..& thats the part that I don’t understand. God put me here to care for others but when will someone care about me like I put my heart into things. But then again I wear my heart on my sleeve.
Once you’ve seen yourself smile and mean it you never want to go back to the other extreme. The pain you feel is only temporary.. Everything is a riskPaige Doucet